Not gonna lie. Today was HARD. Emotions are HIGH. The mess doesn’t seem to go away and these small people in this house are on ALL.THE.TIME.

True story: I have made strong efforts to stay active, keep a routine, and focus on these sassy children. The tv stays off, social media is limited and I work hard to keep control of my thoughts. But, I’m scared. Mixing fear and anger results in a bunch of nonsense for kids – who really need to know and hear that mom is going to be ok.

And then, grilled cheese sandwiches get dropped on the floor. The fourth Gatorade bottle is sitting on the table. Every stuffed animal is spread across the living room, and Barbie needs her outfit changed. AGAIN.

I don’t know who needs to hear this, but…

Tomorrow is a new day and we will get through it together.

We ended our day by baking lemon cake and playing Disneyland Monopoly. We even found a hidden Mickey in the batter. °o°